Wargodess' Journals

THINGS IN LIFE....

hey guys. i have not been on this thing for quite some time.eh..its kewl.though...life has not changed THAT much for me..lol..since the last time i had a entry..i didnt have a boyfriend..but now i DO.and i couldnt be happyer...omg...he is the best..its almost time for graduation for.me..yesh.ha.and then off to COLLEGE...man..thats going to be fun..ha...im going to attend University of the Incarnate Word..its like a privite..catholic univeristy..but i want to study bio and go through the pre-med program.and be on my way to become a forinsic pathologist...and on my OFF TIME..when i do have it.ha. i like to go to show...punk emo.and alot of SKA..dam i love to skank...its sooooo much fun....

i sold tabacoo to a minor...omg.

ok so i went to work like every other weekend at HEB..and so like it was busy and then there was this guy that walked in wanting to buy tabacoo..and so i did and didnt ID him ..and that was my falt..b/c i was then caught selling to a minor...and he was like under age (15)...ehh..and i didnt know..it was basicly a [set up]

so now i have to go to court and everything...i cant belive it. those freaking ppl that send in minors just to catch ppl selling to minors...omg..it sucks..and the fine can be up to $500...now im going to card every freaking person that comes though my line at heb...ehh..

omg... i think i really like [him]

ok so like i think im really starting to really like this guy jeremy. there is only one thing...hes black..and my fathere over here dosent like that one bit...which sucks for me. jeremy talks to me all the time on the phone. he makes me laugh and i do the same for him. he also sort of ha. likes the same music as me...he has also started to get me into ska music more. AND also he is like in a band. which we all know that is hawt...ha. but ya i just hope that my dad can be more accepting of him..and that me and him can hang out this friday at the bowling ally...

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dude: like guys add me to your buddy list..so we can talk...

ps: aim fatmanmagnet666

yahoo : wargodess@sbcglobal.net

<3 u guys.

athena*/

welcome...

hey guys...im just @ work right now...and idk..if yall guys wanted to chat...

AIM: fatmanmagnet666

^_^

"kiss me till in in a coma"

TOP 10 REASONS WHY I WOULD BE A SENIOR FROM "HEALTHY QUEERS" WOULD BE....

1) you've tryed beating your parents to the mailbox

2) your senior prank is senior skip day

3) you only see teachers cheering at the pep rallies held in the foyer

4) you rave with your cell phone at a school dance

5) the jocks are the tennis team

6) your backpack weighs more then you do

7) you treat lunch as a study hall

8) you've bottemed out on the speed bump at 8:44 a.m.

9) you've been strggling for four years to cover up the fact that you dont know your pronouns

10) you're up till 4 am studying for a test three weeks in advance.

*yesh*/ i KNOW that my skool sucks....

~this is a potential senior t-shirt that might be selected....how lame*/

i think that im going to tell "him" tonight..

I like feel to much for someone that im not sure if they like me back...so what am i giong to do...tell him exactly how i feel about him. yup thats what i have to do!...but dam*/ now im like all scared ... b/c he could be like all werided out by me telling him how i feel...but u know what...i dont give a fuck....at least i got that off of my chest.....wish me luck....*ATHENA*

ps: PPL YOU CAN ALSO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME THROUGH "MY SPACE" NAMES KISS ME TIL IM IN A COMA...LATER GUYS.....

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my greatest fear...

is to be alone...in the future....sigh*/

i like really want someone right now to be there for me...when ever i need them to help me get through tough times...like right now...but ya anyways...its just that...i want to become a doc. when i get older..and b/c of that i went to a hs that specialises in the medical field...health careers aka: healthy queers...heh....but anyhoo...b/c i went there and not a regular hs....made me miss alot of things...like having a bf for instance...since the skool that i go to is like sooooo small and there are like all gays and bi's AND the ratio for boys to girls is like 1:6 dosent help any eather....but hey if thats what i have to give up a bf then i GUESS its worth is...

i wish boys would brake my toys and not my heart..

i cant belive that i can like someone this much, eventhough he lives like not even in my town...sigh*/ but any hoo....im gunna see him again this weekend... because of the SAT's that we have to take....and i wanted for him to come to my birthday party this weekend also...and he said yesh*. but then when i asked him again to just make sure that he is comming..he said that he is "not sure" and then my heart when out of my chest cavity...literally i wish...but ya as u can tell i was very put down by this news of events...i just hope that he can make it....and i think that he just broke up with someone cuz on his myspace profile he put that he is 'divorsed' but what ever...i just hope that i can find that perfect guy out there for me...cuz he sure hasent found me.